Friday, March 12, 2010
♥
Hello ,, i at my house posting .. i currently damn sad right naoz ......... No one seems t understand me at all )= Does true love realli exist in this world ? Today just went peacefully for me & no more quarreling bah? i don't know .. i feels he don't love me .. i can sense it & feels it ? i feel like crying out loud ... i don't think got anyone wipe th tears for me ?? I always in relationship keep getting hurt by boys ? why i always get hurt ? my mum said its true .. she always told me don't trust guys easily but i din't listen t her . Uues know i always trust my own stead but in th end get hurt ? Hais ,, i think i've changed alot ? I don't know larhs ?? My heart haven't healed cause i need sometimes t healed ? Hais ,, nevermind in relationship is like that de .. Must used t it can le ? I try t be cheerful girl & not be a emo girl le .. i last time is a cheerful girl but i don't know why i become emo girl le ? Guys can't be trusted so easily ... If i meant t get hurt dhen let it be bah ? Let heaven decide my fate ? Plus i need sorrie t someone ? Its my father? Dear father ,, sorrie i've not been a good girl in your eyes but i think uues hate me alot when uues were alive in your days ? Hais ,, i been trying t change myself but yet i can't do it ? i don't know larhs ? Hais ,, i've disapointed uues . I'm deeply sorrie my dear father .. Nevermind ,, i let guys hurt me until enough & i don't wanna care le .. this is not my first time getting hurt ? My cheerful is i putting fake smile infront of peoples ... whenever i sees funny video i'll laugh but inside my heart is feel like crying ?? Uues all know that ? Hais ,, cynthia sist i don't want uues be emo like me alright ? i love uues forever inside my heart ... Mostly ,, thanks jack for th comfort just naoz .. Is it uues like me ? joking ...... Cynthia sist ,, uues must not be sad alright ? Or else i'll realli realli 101% sad ? Cynthia sist ,, i alr told uues don't trust your stead yet don't want listen t me ? Jack ,, thanks lea . Haahs ... I WANNA BE MY OLD SELF MICHELLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Labels: let guys hurt me until enough bah